I can’t believe it’s been so long!

You know, time just kind of flies as fast as raindrops from the sky…gone in an instant.   I guess after this much time I should just start with an update!

We bought our first house at the beginning of May this year.  It’s a 5 bdrm 2.5 bath home with about 2700 sq ft.  We love it!

David is 4 now and is so very helpful and sweet!  He says the cutest things.  The other day I sneezed and he very seriously said to me, “mommy, you got bless you on my leg”.  Another funny quote is when I was getting ready to go shopping with my sister.  He says, “mommy, where are we going?”  Me: “WE are not going anywhere sweetie, mommy is going somewhere and wants to just have grown up time” David: “I don’t like him.” Me: “you don’t like who, sweetie?” David: “grown ups.”

Benjamin is 2 and will be 3 in a few months.  I tell you what…whatever his calling is in life is going to require A LOT of perseverance!!  Ben is our little linebacker.  He makes me laugh so much with his already deep voice and sometimes serious nature.  He’s going to be a protector.

Little Aiden is just shy of 18 months old.  He is incredibly smart and cuddly too!  He’s talking so much it’s amazing.   He’s on fire just as his name suggests.  I love my cuddle baby!

I guess that’s good enough for now.  Hopefully I”ll remember to write again soon!

Geez Louise….

First the baby was sick then he started getting a tad better and then Nick got sick and then David and Ben.  Now I am the only one in the house not throwing up, stuck on a toilet or wiping my nose every 2 minutes.  If you are reading this, whoever you are, speak healing over the Brown household in Jesus’ name!!!!  Thanks. :)

Handsome Pants x3

So David is potty trained with the exception of at night.

Benjamin is saying so many more words now and it is so dang cute.

And Aiden is rolling over and over and making all kinds of adorable baby noises. 

That is my update. I’ll write more later! :)

Friends

God has blessed me so much.  My dear long time friend, Jennifer P. and I have been hanging out a lot more.  We are meeting once a week to pray and intercede together and it has been absolutely amazing!  The Lord really showed up this last time and just blew me away!  Jenn helped me clean out my closet (I have a big closet) and set up a personal prayer room in there.  It’s AWESOME! It’s truly a prayer closet and it’s a place I can go BY MYSELF and relax and spend time with the Lord.  I love praying, I’ve been doing it A LOT more lately and if I go more than a few hours without it I am craving it.  I just want to thank the Lord for Jennifer.  She is an amazing friend to me and I’m so blessed to have her in my life.  If you ever read this, I love you Jenn! 

I’m also having a women’s bible study once a week with my sister in law and another friend of ours (both named Jennifer).  Funny, that name seems to be appearing a lot in my life right now! :) We have such a good thing going with this bible study.  We’re going through a book together right now and are learning and growing so much.

We are possibly going to be starting a young married couples bible study once a week soon too with some of our close friends. 

God is so good.

Family

This weekend was very full. 

Saturday we spent the evening at my brothers house.  There was Rudy’s and chocolate cake and watermelon, mosquitos and bug spray, yelling children and lots of laughter.  

Tonight (monday) we spent the evening at my dad and step mom’s house.  Barbeque, sweet tea, pictures, mosquitos, even more bug spray and more laughter. 

I really enjoy being with family.  We want to spend as much time with family as possible this year. 

We are not going to be here in San Antonio very long.  Knowing the move was not a permanent one, we don’t have all that much longer here.  We will be very sad to leave our family and friends here, at the same time we are very excited at what God has planned for us.  It is bitter-sweet. 

I think sometimes it’s hard to understand why God does things.  My parents moved to San Antonio a long time ago because they felt God wanted them to.  They didn’t know why, all they knew was that they were supposed to be here.  Well for one I met my husband here!  Everything happens for a reason.  Nick and I know deep in our hearts that we are to move back to Albuquerque.  Now whether or not it’s just for a season..I don’t know the answer to that. 

Proverbs 19:21

“Many plans are in a man’s mind, but it is the Lord’s purpose for him that will stand.”

Proverbs 3:5

“Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding.”

God is good, and I trust Him fully with my life and my future.

The Joy of the Lord

I heard a short sermon last night on the joy of the Lord and the simplicity of the message really opened my eyes to some things.

There are so many awesome scriptures that talk about joy and where it comes from and how it works in our lives. They really tell the message themselves.

Psalm 100

“Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth.  Worship the Lord with gladness; come before him with joyful songs.  Know that the Lord is God.  It is he who made us, and we are his; we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.  Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name.  For the Lord is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations.”

Nehemiah 8:10

“Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.”

Philippians 4:4

“Rejoice in Lord always.  I will say it again: Rejoice!”

I love how this scripture says to rejoice in the Lord “always”.  No matter what we are going through we are to rejoice in Him.  We should rejoice always, every single day.  Of course some days are harder than others.  For me, it wasn’t easy to rejoice in the Lord when my mom passed away or when I lost the babies, and to be honest, I didn’t… I sat in my grief and I wallowed and got more and more depressed.  It’s kind of like walking through mud. Either I can sit down in it and complain that I’m dirty and smelly or I can run to the finish line and rejoice that God is helping me get out of it.  Ok, weird analogy but I’ll clear it up later, just a little…muddy, right now…haha! See! I have the joy of the Lord!

James 1:2

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds.”

If the joy of the Lord is our strength, then having joy whenever we face trials of many kinds means we have strength to get through them.

Habakkuk 3:17-19

“Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, YET I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my savior.  The sovereign Lord is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights.”

Isaiah 12:2-3

“Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid.  The Lord, the Lord, is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation.  With joy you will draw water from the wells of salvation.”

Galations 5:22-23

“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness and self control.”

Acts 2:28

“You have made known to me the paths of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence.”

Romans 15:13

“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the Holy Spirit.”

One way I find that makes it easy for me to be joyful in times of trouble or stress is to begin to praise the Lord.  I start to think of every single thing I am thankful for and then thank God for those things.  I try to remember that I am not stuck in the fire but I’m going through the fire and Jesus is holding my hand the entire time and keeping me from getting burnt so long as I trust in him.

Another way to keep holding on to joy is to “take captive every thought…”

2 Corinthians 10:5

“We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.”

As soon as negative thoughts begin to try to enter our minds we should take control of them and command them to leave, after all, a fruit of the spirit is self control! 

God has delivered me from so much and I am so thankful to him.  He is so incredibly patient and loving!

Psalm 30:11-12 and Psalm 31:1-5

“You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.  O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever.  In you, O Lord, I have taken refuge; let me never be put to shame; deliver me in your righteousness. Turn your ear to me, come quickly to my rescue; be my rock of refuge, a strong fortress to save me.  Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake of your name lead and guide me.  Free me from the trap that is set for me, for you are my refuge.  Into your hands I commit my spirit; redeem me, O Lord, the God of truth.”

More reasons to be joyful in the Lord:

http://www.team-swap.com/iam.htm

That’s it for now.

Psalm 67:1

“May God be gracious to us and bless us and make his face shine upon us…”

Key Scriptures

These are just some scriptures that have spoken to me in one way or another:

James 3:9-11

“With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God’s likeness.  Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing.  My brothers, this should not be.  Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring?”

James 4:7-8

“Submit yourselves, then, to God.  Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.  Come near to God and he will come near to you.  Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double minded.”

Hebrews 13:5-6

“Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” So we say with confidence, “The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?”"

1 Peter 2:4-8

“As you come to him, the living Stone — rejected by men but chosen by God and precious to him — you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.  For in scripture it says: “See, I lay a stone in Zion, a chosen and precious cornerstone, and the one who trusts in him will never be put to shame.”  Now to you who believe, this stone is precious.  But to those who do not believe, “The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone,” and, “A stone that causes men to stumble and a rock that makes them fall.”  They stumble because they disobey the message — which is also what they were destined for.”

1 John 3:18

“Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth.”

1 John 4:15-21

“If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in him and he in God.  And so we know and rely on the love God has for us.  God is love.  Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.  In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgement, because in this world we are like him.  There is no fear in love.  But perfect love drive out fear, because fear has to do with punishment.  The one who fears is not made in perfect love.  We love because he first loved us.  If anyone says, “I love God.”  yet hates his brother, he is a liar.  For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom  he has not seen.  And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother.”

Colossians 3:12-17

“Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience.  Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another.  Forgive as the Lord forgave you.  And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.  Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace.  And be thankful.  Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom and as you sing psalms, hymns, and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God.  And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.”

 

Ok I really have to sleep now! More soon! :)

Daily Life

Let’s give an example of a rainy day:

David: *GASP*! “MOMMY??”

Rose: “yes, David?”

David: “eh Rain??”

Rose: “yep, it’s raining!”

David: “oh, yeah, eh rain.”

(wait 10 seconds)

David: “mommy?”

Rose: “yes, David?”

David: “eh rain outside?”

Rose: “yes, sweetie, it’s raining”

David: ”rain?”

Rose: “yes, rain”

David: “rain mommy?”

(take a deep breath and count to five with my eyes closed)

Rose: “yes, David…it is raining…it is raining outside.”

David: “rain outside?”

Rose: “…yes honey, rain outside”

David: “oh…yeah”

(insert thunder)

David: *GASP* “WHAT DAT NOISE MOMMY?”

Rose: “it’s just thunder, honey, it’s ok”

David: “noooo, eh rain mommy..”

Rose: “no, it’s thunder David”

David: “what?”

Rose: *sigh* “nevermind”

David: “eh rain mommy?”

Rose: “yep!”

David: “MOMMY! EH RAIN OUTSIDE!”

Rose: “uh huh”

David: “a walk mommy?”

Rose: “nooo! It’s raining David!”

David: “why mommy?”

Rose: “because it’s raining, we’ll get wet!”

David: “eh rain mommy?”

you get the picture. :)

I love my three year old!

Life with three boys is crazy already, I can only imagine when they get older and are all teenagers at the same time!  All I have to say is I am NOT cleaning that bathroom!

Nick and I are really learning that we seriously have to watch what we say. Lately I am hearing more and more from David’s mouth:

“What da heck dat mommy? What da heck”

*sigh*

And then there is Benjamin. My little Benny. I promised I’d never call him Benny…but alas….I can’t help it! He is baby talking so very very cute. He will tell us entire stories entirely in babble and all I can do is laugh until I cry because it is the cutest thing ever!

How is it possible to have three boys so close together and they are so different?? God really is incredible in his infinite creativity.

David: hyperactive, outgoing (depending on the situation and whos around), energetic, inquisitive, sweet, playful, strong willed, likes to sing and dance and scream!

Benjamin: calm, unless of course there is music on…then he is clapping and dancing and laughing, thinker, a lot more serious, also strong willed, wise

Aiden: peaceful, encourager, motivational, sweet, loving, cuddly, joyful

I love my boys so much.

A day in potty training:

Rose: “David, do you have to pee in the potty?”

David: “no, mommy, pee go bye bye”

nice.

I won’t say that my life is easy, but it is full! 

I barely sleep and when I do it is interrupted. My house is always a mess, unless I have people coming over for dinner, then I am a crazy lady on a mission an hour before they get there. :-D My boys do not get baths every single day, so sue me!  David eats next to nothing and Ben eats close to everything, how did that happen?? The times when all three of them are screaming are the times when I am laughing..don’t ask me why, nervous laughter maybe? Haha, either way we get through it.  My days are usually very full of diaper changes and getting food, milk, etc for the boys.  If I even have to use the bathroom they are right behind me: “eh pee mommy?” or “you poop mommy? YAY MOMMY POOP! GOOD JOB MOMMY!”  Ah…I feel so accomplished!

Nick and I rarely ever get time alone together, ever. We don’t even sleep in the same bed together anymore because of the reflux issues he is battling right now. We haven’t slept in the same bed in about a year now. I don’t remember the last time we actually went on a date.  Weird eh? Our five year anniversary is coming up on September 7th.  I am super excited. I’m hoping we will be able to get some time alone. We’ll probably just end up sleeping the whole time!!

I am going to try and be better about blogging more often!

For now I am in need of some sleep. Farewell readers! May God bless you and keep you…

A New Light

So the past few days the Lord has been changing the way my eyes and my heart view people. I believe I am starting to see them as He sees them…and it is becoming life changing.

He is allowing me to see deeper…passed all of the surface “stuff”.  I am praying more than ever before for people.  If someone crosses my mind, they are in my prayers…I can’t not pray for them, does that make sense? 

Here is something that I did not write or come up with, it is copied from another website…and it is pretty cool:

You may not know me, but I know everything about you.  Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up.  Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways.  Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.  Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in My image. Genesis 1:27
In Me you live and move and have your being.  Acts 17:28
For you are My offspring.  Acts 17:28
I knew you before you were conceived.  Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation.  Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, all your days are written in My book.  Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.  Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.  Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother’s womb.  Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born.  Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know Me.  John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but the complete expression of love.  1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.  1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your father.  1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.  Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father.  Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from My hand.  James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.  Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.  Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love.  Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts of you are countless as the sand on the seashore.  Ps 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing.  Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you.  Jeremiah 32:40
For you are My treasured possession.  Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all My heart and all My soul.  Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things.  Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find Me.  Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.  Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires.  Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.  Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager.  2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.  2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.  Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to My heart.  Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.  Revelation 21:3-4
And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.  Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father and I love you even as I love My son, Jesus.  John 17:23
For in Jesus, My love for you is revealed.  John 17:26
He is the exact representation of My being.  Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.  Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.  2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.  2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of My love for you.  1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love.  Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of My son Jesus, you receive Me.  1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from My love again.  Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.  Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father.  Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is – Will you be my child?  John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you.  Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad,  Almighty God

His love is amazing.

So the next time you look at someone or think about someone that usually brings negative thoughts or feelings to you….try to see them as God does. Try to see past the surface.  Even if you can’t…send a prayer God’s way for that person, it might just make you feel differently about them.

I am so thankful that the Lord is making me more aware of things lately. It truly humbles me for Him to reveal stuff to me that I would not have otherwise known or seen.

God is good.

Without Restraint

Why oh why do I let what other people think or say get to me??? 

If I love Jesus and I know He has a plan for my life, an awesome calling….then why worry what others will think of me when I follow what God tells me to do???

Jesus is my life…my passion…my breath of life…my savior…my reason.  I absolutely cannot allow other peoples thoughts or actions or words dictate what I do and say in my life.  After all it is going to be just me standing before Jesus on judgement day, not me and Jesus and {insert name here}!

RAARRRRRRRRRR!!!

No more waiting on so and so or comparing myself to what’s her name or wondering what that person will think. 

It’s just you and me here now…

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